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Monday, March 28, 2005

All Over The World...

The strong smell of onion is still on my hands, the smell dosen't seen to go off.. haha.. every time i put my finger near my face i can smell it.. Thank God i don't hate onions..

I can't seem to do much surfing but blog cos my Pc is attack by virus.. this virus is too strong maybe for my anti virus software to remove it, so the software automatically quantine it.. So the speed of my Pc is slower and worst of all i can't log into certain websites, some even kick me out.. Haiz..

I'm very happy now.. Been viewing at people's blog.. Not onli the Dians but people whom i don know by jus clicking next blog.. I see many people celebrating Easter all over the world and thriving in this world together not only in Singapore.. I'm so amaze when i read those blog.. People from Indonesia, Italy, Usa, Paris and so on.. The most amzing one is at Indonesia cos the village gather together at a big place and had service together at 3 am.. The whole village?! There in Italy very powerful also .. cos a TV channel showing pastor preaching.. wonder whether its a 24 hrs thing?

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Easter!!!

Woo.. I have finish Naruto 1-120!! Wanna watch more.. So nice some more ended at one of the most interesting part of the show.. Hee..

Yesterday we had our Easter service!!! We have converts in Di!!Think its from Wendy side.. And...Even thought Di 2 there's no converts yet but its ok!! Cos we are one step closer to our goal!! Dorathy and Wei Wei is a step closer to God.. Yes! and that's already a step closer to victory!!


God's forever and altogether good but we are still discovering God's goodness, He's greater than we can imagine.. So glad that Easter is here.. didn't really understand Easter in the past, maybe i did but its in the mind but not in the heart... Woo.. Hey still remeber how we chiong together? Doing survey then calling then SOW.. All these are not for nothing!! But for the ONE.. For our convictions.. Things may go tough but God is still here.. Still remember how i struggle during one of the SOW.. Meeting my contacts and all her classmates.. I fear, I really fear.. My heart Thump.. I almost cry.. I felt so out of place.. I am afraid that i can't do it alone.. I humbled and prayed.. God came.. " For me" He say, " Thru Me", "To You".. Yes i got it.. Not by my strength but His.. It shall be done.. Things get better as time pass.. Relation is build stronger thru time.. Yeah.. I'm so glad.. All the things that we do are not in vain may it be blg or small, people may not even notice but there's jus this little thing in the heart.. Joy.. Unexplainable joy.. Unceasing Joy... Let's continue to cling onto God's promises.. Let's claim it together!!


Yesterday i was suppose to meet meihua for shephering cos she got stomach ache so she rested at home.. then wanted to take a short nap in the foodcourt but i can't find peace cos its too noisy.. then after we went to do shopping at Action City.. Woo.. Saw many N
aruto stuff.. HEee so cute.. Got many cute stuff and also all the headbands, handbands, gloves, necklaces, keychain.... and guess wat i see.. i saw Kakashi's favorite book.. The "Come come Paradise" but its a note book..

Then got nothing to do so i went to long John Silver, took my time to eat.. Then something pink caught my eyes from afar, i saw 钟琴once from Channel U she doing a recording on a program call 缘来是你。。then suddenly she walk into long john, she approach a bunch of girls sitting beside my table asking them to join in the game.. I quickly face the wall beside cos the camera is near me then i don wanna be inside that square box inside every body's house, even though i like sponge bob square pants..

The girls were not interested so they walk away.. then i continue to fellowship with my food.. Yum Yum... Then left long john to do some fellowship with the Guitars in Yamaha.. On the way, on the second level i saw the other host quan yi feng?!... then i went up to see the guitars.. Cool.. Very nice.. But i got no money to buy... Haha.. then I saw someone who look like richard.. Then i go closer and it was Richard.. He was there waiting for Zidane, applying for guitar classes.. Took the whole day to fill in the form but realise that there's only 1 vacany so they decided to wait for the next class.. Haha.. Is that God's plan?

After a while, Dorathy came.. Then they left for Service and me went to Delifrance with Dorathy, we chat and chat.. share many things.. HAhaha.. Nice time.. then before we leave PS we look at the Fashion show.. Wow... the models are so tall and pretty.. Then Dorathy and I were saying that with our height we can't be a model...

Then... A girl approach us outside PS saying tat she's from a model agent looking for new faces.. Haha is it God's plan? Haha i very happy cos when ask for our age she gave a shock look, she though i very young then i say 21, she was amaze... First time... Hee.. Woo..

Then went to meet up with the rest and the contacts... Really had a wonderful time fellowshipping at the dinner table.. And this Shi Min and Yoke Ling talking about some things then we laugh until my cheeks very painful.. Maybe there's a good way of quick digestion.. Haha.. Then this peckling also, so good in talking.. then we debated with one another..

Today, its the same thing, went downstairs to help out then we( my sister and i) was talking abt baked rice then suddenly i thought about the butter rice..Then kept thinking about the rice until no mood to work.. kept forgetting the orders.. Haha.. *Bish* Message richard to ask for the ingredients.. After work, my sis and i went to the shop to get the needed ingredients then we started cooking according to wat we know.. The rice turn out quite nice but pretty oily.. Maybe too much butter.. Should it be like that? maybe one day cook during CG then can get more feedback..

I don think i wanna eat rice any more.. Never ate so much rice in my life in one shot..I ate 3 big bowls with 2 scamble eggs and 3 pieces of pork patty!!! Can you believe it... Till now i got no appetite to eat anything... Haha...

Was thinking to try combining the butter rice and the bake rice.. wow... should be nice.. butter rice with cheese on top filled with many ingredients...wOO... Should try that one day...

Monday, March 21, 2005

Hokage!!!

Haha.. This week haven been really blogging as my pc got a certain virus then the speed is super slow.. haha..

Anyway, this week is a wonderful and blessed week.. every week is a adventure to me, it may not be smooth all the way, of cos thru the week, there are also problems i will face.. But thru the years i've learn to appreciate problems, for perd( Meihua) told me that any problems we face now are all allowed by God.. and there must be a reason for god to put it into our lifes and so i am so glad that God actually look upon me to give me such testing in my life.. Wooo.. God found me favour in his eyes..*:p*

I've been sort of addicted to this jap animation, Naruto.. Of cos i learn a lot of things while watching.. I love the show because it show us the character each roles played.. I like Naruto the most cos he is a very inspiring guy, always never fail to strenghten others and impact ones life.. Another great character is Iruka Sensei.. His love for people is wat i wanna learn and also he is a very gracious person.. Hee you may find this boring if u never watch this show.. Hee.. Also Gaara, a very interesting person.. Even he likes to kill a lot but i still likes him.. he is someone who goes thru many hardships and a long and hard way to live the right way.. So i think people who are not lovable are offen shaped by their childhood or family background.. Just like Gaara, he is actually a very nice person just that the circumstances in his life shape his mind with some perspective.. yeah.. so next time if we ever meet people who are unlovable, we should love until they feel something.. like Naruto's act, it did a impact in Gaara's life..

Hee.. I'm so happy now.. God's blessing me now!! so happy.. In the past i use to message or call contacts for meet up, but today an exceptional, two contacts message me!! Two!! One ask me to join in their class BBq.. The other message pro-actively for a meet up.. Hee.. so excited.. Oooo.. SOW is fun.. onli sometimes where i meet up some that don't really have chemisty one then you see me i see you but don know wat to say.. But i think prepartion is important so that in case we meet up some not responsive ones, we can already have certain questions in mind to ask them.. Really gonna pray hard that we have very sucessful SOW this week as this is the last week we would tap onto the Easter Service.. Really wanna see many converts this harvest... Seeing the differences of stepping from darkness into light.. Wooo...

Even thought friday's BBQ don't have much contacts but i believe it somehow touch people's life.. Like Ailing, Janice, Shu Xian, Benjam, Jerry and... And also the transfer, somehow creates bond within the Dians... I was rather sad that my contacts didn't turn up for the BBQ cos all the hard work we put in was actually for a purpose.. But ultimately it does create a impact in DI.. So don't be dismay!! God is still here yeah...





Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Long Time No See...

Oooo.. Its such a long time since i blog, cos i never pay the internet bill so my line have been suspended.. Hee.. At last its back and i could once again blog.. So many things i've learn in the past feww weeks... wow.. God spoke to me so much, the holy spirit slapped me so much.. haha being corrected.. I evaluate my life from the past from now and i realise that i've learn to be contented.. More of thanksgiving rather than complaints.. And i am so glad, really glad..

I can smell fire and anger in the air this morning.. the first thing i stepped into the car.. i am rather burden by the attitude shown by him.. he took my book over without looking into my face.. he remain pretty quiet in the start compared to the him last time.. my previous relieve is over... when i stepped into BBDC in the morning i scan for the random instructor i was to get, i was relieve that i tookim.. he's a man in his late 20s or should i say in his early 30s.. he's someone devoted to his job.. doing his best, telling you your strength and weakness accordingly to your skills.. maybe should i say i like his way of teaching, the way i could learn the best.. But today's experience change the whole thought.. He vented his anger me thou i didn't know why in the first place.. we did some parking.. parallel parking to be precise.. i knock down 2 poles due to the tense situation.. then i started laughing cos my car kept jerking.. he then look into my face with that stern look saying is knocking down the poles so funny.. thru out the lesson i never see him laugh or smile.. later in the lesson then i realise wat has happened.. i was once from his fixed group( a fixed group consists of 6 instructors) then i requested to be out cos in that fixed group there were only 2 so call good instructors.. then the probability of getting them is not that high but the sub-charges were really high so i decided to come out into the randon system so as not to spend on innocence money.. Because of that their quota drop from the best group to one of the lowest group cos in the system i am consider a fail student under that group so their end year bonus is taken away more than half.. not onli that he have to come back for extra training and have to do OT and also their leave is hard to be approve.. That's the reason why he treated me like that.. think the other six instructors also will hate me for that.. But never mind wat to do.. wat's done, done.. i will just leave to God...

Today's WWe is great!! Did some test and found out tat i am a observance person.. Wow.. Now i realise Di got many F and D cateorgy F( Feeler) and D( Doers) wow.. hee.. Not bad.. If you have not done the test, one day should ask someone who attended this meeting to let you try so as to know wat can you do in order to be more effective... Hee..

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Launching Of The Third Service!!!

Wow.. Today's a great day!! i was meant to meet Jey at Yio Chu Kang to check out the price and menue of the catering thingy for the Matt event but ended up late due to my sister sprain her leg. Her whole leg was swollen then she was hopping around the house.. Then she never come service today..

Then around 12 plus i reach Yio Chu Kang then i called Jey then realise that the factory had close down and move to Toh Guan.. Toh Guan!!! we got no choice so we left to Istana park as Di 5 is having their CG.. i join their cg, had some games.. Haha that Jey so funny sing love song to a lot of ang mo woman very pretty one lor.. then he still got action seh... thru the worship time the high schools came to istana park, think they got some events after service as their service ended so early.. wow.. as we worship the surroundings is so noisy.. Hee.. but still very ministering..

Wow.. Today's our very first third service!! Combined with the Uni group.. wow.. today so happy cos got Pastor Ben cum Alan Tea.. haha.. then this Xuesha still tell Pastor Ben inside the lift saying i admire him.. Haha.. now Pastor Ben know me le.. Hee.. so happy..* :p * haha but anyway he's married.. Won't get a chance.. Hee jus admire his character and very inspired but him.. Today service really got a break thru in the atmosphere.. Wow.. Almost like in the camp like that.. Woo.. let's see the congregation continue to grow and people will come to know the survior too!!

Then spent time with my cg during dinner time.. wow.. a great time but quite short cos after that the Cls got to do some evaluation.. Then spent time with my shp.. Woo around 1 mth le nv have shepherding.. But i really did grow a lot thru the times as i become more independent on God than on my shp.. think she sees this point of mine then purposely want me to meet and rely on Him.. Hee.. Had a blessed day!!!

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Encounters With God

Wow.. Today's a long and fruitful day!! firstly in the morning went for tuition. As my student jus finish his CA1 so i thought of giving him relex a while then from a 1 and a half hour lessons becomes talking about different types of birds.. learn a lot from him as he is a bird expert.. he rear a parrot and a love bird.. everyday b4 going to school he will talk to his bird, feed the bird and water the birds.. haha so cute..

Then after that went down to simei ITE met up some contacts.. i though around 4 onli cos they are in a group..Woo then God never bless me wit 4 but 15!!!! Woo.. at that point i was asking God how to handle the situation then God came again.. 4 of them is going to out of sch to do something, then 2 of them go to a talk.. then 2 went off so left wit ard 7 contacts.. then we went to the library to talk and go online.. Wow.. Simei ITE really is not so strict after all except don let the guard see you..
When i say that i have reasons.. hee today i went to the school wit my normal shirt not the ITE uniform but i manage to get into the libray, not onli that still can use the computer in the library.. Amazing rite!! that time i go informatics library onli also almost kena kick out then i dare not go le.. hee..

Think i got an idea maybe next time dians can really buy ITE uniforms( PE attire) to wear to identify then don need to scare of the guard to spot us.. Hee..

Really telling the truth b4 i step into the school i was praying and telling God my fear, i was so scare that the guards will chase me out.. then after praying while i walk towards the gate, the first thing i saw was a guard sitting infront of the gate then i jus walk in as if i belong in the school acting so calm and cool but inside my heart is tumping so hard.. heee.. Thank God i get thru without being stop.. Phew!!!

Then after that i went to Heeren to look for germ for shepherd, then realise that Germ 2nd sis was there too, then we went shopping instead but we did enjoy ourself looking at her sister trying all kinds of different clothes.. wow.. Her sis very pretty.. all the Kweks really look alike.. Hee..

Then after that i went to bukit batok to give tuition, while waiting for Huixian at the bus stop, a man in his late 30s to early 40s approach me saying hello to me.. then i became puzzled then i though maybe is my father's friend so i jus smile to him.. then he ask i is it stay jurong? then i find him really wierd so i asked him, do i know him.. Then he can still answer me no.. then wants to be my friend and even ask me to call him if possible.. i say i got no time for it.. i was wondering do i look so old that people in their late 30s asking me to be his friend and say that if we can hit off well then we can go on.. EEEEeee.. there's a chille running down my spine.. he can be my father already!!!

Strange things keep happening but never mind, i know God's in control.. Yeah!! all the way for Jesus...

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

God Of Wonders

A day have past.. time jus swift past us so quickly that if we don't stop to see, we didn't realise it.. The great harvest is coming!! Easter is coming!! Sometimes i really fear, i am scare, lost of faith to see my group grow.. The last big harvest is during the Christmas, where Xuesha, James, Ken came to join our group.. Miracles were seen during Christmas, Eric appoarch Germ to join our service... Things jus happen with God in control of all circumstances..

Fear? How to grow your Kingdom? How to retain the people? Goliath? Yes! i should not ran away, I should trust and have faith in You who gives me strength.. Yes, i have come to know more of You and Your word.. Your words are real, the promises you claim to us!!

Its amazing to see how things could change, if ones perspective is to change.. " Wow that's a big warrior" and " Wow that's a big head not to be miss" things change when we look at the things in different ways..

Sometimes i wonder God why are you so wise.. Many things we jus can't make up or understand why things happen in certain ways but You are faithful to finish the good work in us and in circumstances.. Things may appear bad, or even if i think that if things were to turn out this way the ending will be a better blessing, but You know wat is best, wat is the final and very best solution for us..

Jus do wat we know and do it to the best, and leave the rest to Him.. Wow.. Isn't he amazing..

Yeah.. Yes God i will trust You and I believe Di 2 will grow, not only in quatity but also quality.. yeah.. And DI 2 will fill up two rows during Easter.. More shepherds will raise.. That will be done!!! Your will be done!!!

Chiong Ar!!For the Kingdom sake!! Call, Fast and pray!!! God's blessing's ahead!!! I can see that!! This is not a terminal nor task.. Its a lifetime best lobang i can find!!!