Love is patient, Love is kind...

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Science Centre Cum Orchard Freeze

Hi Yo!! Today had a great day.. Firstly tis morning i went to teach tuition at Bt Gombak then bring my student to Science Centre.. Then Joseph Heng, the ah heng also come.. haha.. so happy cos my student say he look older then me like lao uncle.. where the fact is that i am older than him.. haha.. then Ah heng give my student say until he "mo da ting" (nothing to say) firstly is the pimples on the face, then his age then.... haha.. we went to Mac and eat first then we go science centre.. A bit tired today so i was like walking and following where they go.. haha.. like Paul.. we went to play the mirror maze, then see the human body how it works then play abit game boy game.. haha.. then i sent the boy back.. then after that met Jane at Gombak then we go Orchard to meet Cheng Cheng to check out something regarding the Embassy of ... Republic of Germany.. then realise that it have move to Raffles.. HAhah then we went to eat chicken rice at Lucky Plaza, Cheng bought half a chicken then we eat to our fill.. woo.. so full.. but that place the chicken not bad.. then after which we went to look for Peck ling who is posted to work at Isatan Scotts.. we talk to her a while then we went back home.. woo.. a very tired day but very nice.. haha..

Monday, December 27, 2004

My Love Story Wit God And Him...

woo.. three days ago was Christmas eve!! and we over night at Meihua 's house.. wit some Dians.. we jus fellowship thru the night.. ard 10 plus 11 i think.. Meihua, Veron and me went to the bt timah long house there( the Bee Kian Hiang there) to buy biscuit and stuff then one funny thing is that Veron didn't wear shoe down.. she walk there bare footed!! BAREFOOTED!! sounds crazy but its real.. haha!! then we slept then the next day ard 430 we left her house to Cedric house.. Woo.. its was a memorable Christmas this year.. we sing carol inside his house and exchange gift then some encouagement time then we play waterbomb.. Woo it was so so so fun.. then Huixian and Richard was suppose to be the game master then Richard wants to make us wet but in the end he himself slide and fall.. HAHAH.. so funny this brother..
thinking abt it, God has really did a great thing in my life.. thinking back, two years ago i was so low i mean really LOW but now God had lifted me up in a new level. i can still remember two years ago i was struggling with this "someone", that somehow cause me to fall into depression. He was someone who clubs and smokes and drinks. Many times i try to stop him but it was impossible, as i think he already get use to the lifestyle.. Every time there will be a pieceing pain in my heart when i see him smokes and tell him telling me abt his life, its so sad to hear how he spend his life so meaninglessly. u may ask why will i fall for such a person.. telling the truth i don know.. i tried to point him to God and thought that i will be strong enough to do so, but i was wrong.. i did not manage to do so wherelse i instead walk towards his type of lifestyle.. Maybe its sympathy as i know him his life is filled wit many problems. i feel with him and even cried myself to sleep for many months.. God, Where are u? i ask.. i can't feel u.. Why? i can onli feel my heart aching so much when i like that some one and there's nothing i can do for him, but made myself worst.. Am i useless.. BUT, God is faithful God did not put me there for long, i made a decision to step out, it was hard of cos but it can be done, i do my minstry a lot a lot to numb myself and ended up overwork and stress.. God send my shepherd to talk to me, but ultimatly it's still my decision to make, i repented, and walk towards God, thru these times i learn to be humble and love.. I began to love people more, increasing compassion for ppl even more. i really thank God for giving me this testing, for i know this is one big testing in my life that i have to go thru, once its over i will increase in my faith level and never will i fall into the same thing again. i struggle my way thru. But this time i didn't did it alone but wit God. i began to feel God.. closer and closer and closer.. looking back all the things i have gone thru, if u will to ask me wat is the thing i want to possess forever? it will not be money, not that "someone", but God's presense.. without God's presence i wonder how am i going to lead my life.. Leading a life aimlessly? No now i found a vision in God and i will walk that way.. and i will choose that way.. its God's promises that he claim and i am so glad, no longer will my heart pain or ache again.. Hebrew 13:5b ( "Never will i leave you; never will I forsake you.")
And this is the day ALL should remember, Christmas! God had send His one and only son to die for us 2004 years ago to make us whole, fill in our emptiness.. redeem our sins. Emptiness? loneliness? who to trust? joy to the fullest? I have found my answer :)

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Yo everyone!! woo.. i am so busy recently so i never blog for the last few days.. Wow.. God is really moving.. in our last service on the 18th of Dec. we have got 19 visitors wit 4 converts.. Wow praise God .. God's grace and mercy never ceases.. Amen!! The Di has grown, not only in numbers but in quality too.. Can see that everyone in Di is really working very hard for God even though some had exams which was jus over they still do their best in invitation to see peopple crossing the line of faith.. Yeah!! Wow.. 4 people or should i say souls have been saved.. Woo.. so Happy.. even there's no visitors from my Cg but i am really so happy, seeing God beening so faithful all the time.. God blessed Jey's Cg in the last services with so many visitors, even he's such a young leader but he do for God all the way, even he is busy with the Drama and work. Huixian too.. God bless them wit Christiana a street evang friend.. Who also come to know God.. God is really going to work Big time and the KOG is going to reap a big harvest.. ALL THE WAY DIans!!!!

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Hee.. today had a tiring day.. hee.. firstly in the morning i woke up late for my tuition maybe it's due to the BBQ yesterday... haha.. then i jus grab any thing to wear shorts and a t- shirt.. haha so casual to go and teach i wonder if the mother will say anything.. then after teaching that boy i felt a little ache in my tummy.. also don know why recently my stomach been so upset.. I was suppose to go down to Nexus to help out in the deco but unfortuatly my tummy hurts that i have no choice but to see a doc.. the doctor says nothing much jus gave some medicine that's all.. then poor Cedric went to nexus so early that he realise that the door is not open and he waited outside nexus wit Joyce and some NYP gals.. So sorry guys never go down and help out.. but thank God later on Eunice and Jin min went down to help out.. then later this day actually wanted too go for jamming wit the guys and Christina a friend but later Christina got something then cannot come le so i also never go le.. so sad.. SOb.. But nvm got chance one, one day i will go down again.. then after which went to pass the NP HQ keys to Colin..

Woo.. wat a Great day today!! today the D.Is hold a BBQ session and invited all the people who study in the ITEs and Diploma insitutions.. wow!! guess how many we invited, not 20 not 25 but but 43.. Woo.. the Dians meet at amk at around 12 to prepare the stuffs and so on and i reach around 3 then help out a little stuff in the deco and see the two chiefs Donnie and Dillion cooking.. Woow so pro like that.. then later i and Germ and Jane went to Amk control to fetch Chong Lin, Eugene and Matt.. then we started wit the group wit a little intro and played a game of Wacko.. nIce game.. after that we got a free and easy time then we chat and eat .. have a nice time getting to know more friends!!then i realise that actually Matt can do break dance very well!! wow so amazed!! yeah!!! so Nice day so much fun.. even it was a tired day but it was a fruitful and joyful day.. Yeah!! D.I Rawks!!!!!

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

haha today had a long day.. haha very tired but very fulfiling.. firstly in the morning i woke up and went bbdc for my driving (FTP) and my practical lesson. but to my horror i found that there's a horrible message in my inbox, my mum ask me down to help her at the stall, wanted to go bbdc but smt happen downstairs so i have to go down and help out so i went only for the practical lesson, took car no. 25 today and my instructor was Neo CL, first time seeing him even though he's from my fixed group but overall was a good practice cos i really learm a lot from him. yeah at least its not a waste of time and money then went back home to do some calling and chores then later head towards SP HQ for UPM. Today's UPM was a funny one.. haha... firstly when i reach HQ wit Jane i saw Michael and Reuben playing PS 2 then saw Richard and cedric then saw Huixian and Joseph practicing worship for the PM later, Woo.. there was a mircophone today..Wow.. then later Donnie came... follow by Meihua.. then Jin Min!! we had a wonderful lesson by Meihua then after everything we are suppose to give a farewell to Reuben whose going to NS on fri 17/12/04 but as the thing goes on Michael had to rush to get the bus home so we bit goodbye to him and continue to act as wat is written in the paper as wat Cedric has prepared.. then suddnely Joseph pick up a phone call by Michael and he said that Michael met an accident, all of us were so shock that we all rush down to see wat happen.. then realise that Michael had trip and fall, think he got a big shock that's y he can't stop shivering, then we call the brothers to bring the first aid down, then came Reuben shotting water onto Mich's wounds then came Donnie with the solution and poured onto his wound.. wow.. now then i realise Di brothers can really be nurses for God..hahha.. Esp Donnie Lim.. hahha.. then after which we went back to see a slide made by stephen to Reuben's farewell. Actually thought he will cry so we all stood there anticipating but at last never.. haha.. but i believe he will be a salt and light in the camp to shine to the Non-B.. Amen!! Let's really end the race together victoriously.. i believe that even we are in different area but we are still serving the same God.. Amen.. The D.I.s are going to miss ya.. Take Care Reuben..

Monday, December 13, 2004

Oh my goodness..... its been so long since i blog.. today we went to airport.. woo.. talking abt airport.. haha.. go there like always stomach will ache one.. so funny.. then do some shitting there.. haha.. eee.. so disgusting... Stop the craps!! today we went airport to fetch charlene back from switherland.. woo so fast abt onli 4 mths and time jus flew.. Amazing.. thinking abt it.. Life kinda short.. today have a great day!! the Dians(Meihua,Huixian,Germaine, Jane, Jeremiah, Joseph,Reuben,Cedric,Michael, Dannyand me myself) went to fetch Charlene and her dad treat us eat japanese food.. woo.... so Blessed!! then we went home to watch the Hong Xin Da Jia.. Haha this year one like not bad invite so many celebrities.. haha
Talking abt airport i am really amaze by this place.. its so so so cold at night.. haha.. that day we went there to send Pradeep off to Nepal in the morning at 6am.. we went overnight the day b4 and sleep on the floor, the temperature seems ok but as night creeps in it became colder and colder.. then worst of all i sleep until my bottle toppler over my back.. Scare me i thought i swea so much.. haha.. its a great experience overnight at the airport.. haha..